Maturing as a Blogger

I started this blog exactly 18 months ago as a ministry, a means of telling my stories and the lessons I learned regarding the love of God and His intervention into our lives. From its inception, I have enjoyed the very act of writing, which commands us to think and feel in new ways with each new blog post.

I did not know of likes and comments when I started writing, but he pursuit of them started to be a problem. I, unfortunately, learned to measure my value and worth by the appreciation of my work by other. So, when there were few likes or none for a post, I felt like dirt. Days when I had writer’s block left me feeling useless.

After all the years of telling myself that I was a diamond, priceless, and unique, not needing the approval of others, I regressed into some unhealthy beliefs. I had to decide if I would continue to write the blog.

Thankfully, my husband shouldered some of the responsibility, by adding his stories. When his posts earned more likes than mine, I was devastated. But, instead of giving up, I actually for once listened to Douglas and changed the style of my writing, which improved a lot.

He kept telling me to stop judging myself by the numbers of likes and comments, but for the longest time, it didn’t help. I worried that I did not have a “real life” suited to blogging, you know, where every day you have something marvelous and wonderful happen that you just have to share. The times we were traveling were the exceptions.

So, rather than a place where I could make a splurge regarding my joy and thankfulness for being alive, it became a source of depression and dark days, a condition that I am still prone to experience. Then, I took nearly two weeks off from writing, and I immersed myself in other aspects of my life.

I read my Bible more, and I started reading the hundreds of murder mysteries on my Kindle. I was appalled at the amount of time I spent writing the blog each day and of how it took me away from other elements of my life, especially time spent in the presence of God. I had to find a way to become a more mature blogger.

I missed writing, of course, but I was determined to find some balance in my life. I still write stories that teach and inspire trust in God, but the fiction writing has been a God-send. It has allowed me to open my imagination and have a good time. I laugh sometimes at my own inventions!

Participating in the flowers of the day or the doors challenges bring me such joy. They help me not neglect the beauty and oddities around me, which is soul-affirming and healing.

I also believe that the fiction writing and the prompts, which have really increased my vocabulary, are ways that God is preparing me to write a book. I have had to confront painful reflections from the past in preparation for putting feelings and memories on the blog, and the fiction writing allows me some catharsis through semi-autobiographical stories.

But, most important to my growth as a blogger, I realize that there are millions of blog posts every day across the various hosting platforms and social media sites. People can only read so many! If you have a group of people who read your work, send you comments and respond to your comments on their posts, then you are blessed in knowing that your blog spreads joy and cheer, and just maybe, a little laughter.

I hope that 2019 will be a year that will bring you much laughter, love, lessons, and long, lazy days when needed. I pray that God will appoint angels to keep you safe and comfort you in the times when trials come. I wish for you to be surrounded by positive people who support you, your dreams, and your bouts of necessary eccentricity.

From a mature (in so many ways!) blogger, Happy New Year!

Fandango prompt is Pursuit. Ragtag prompt is Dirt. Word of the Day Challenge is Inception. Scott’s Daily Prompt is Shoulder. Your Daily Prompt is Splurge.

17 thoughts on “Maturing as a Blogger

Add yours

  1. I don’t look at statistics anymore. It was taking the joy away.
    I came across a blogger one day who had a huge amount of followers and all of their posts seemed to have hundreds of likes. But as I looked through the content of the posts, I was baffled as to why they were so popular. That’s the day I decided just to enjoy what I am doing, appreciate all of the support I do receive from other bloggers and never to worry about numbers.

    Only eight people went into ark…shows that numbers don’t matter!

    Liked by 1 person

  2. I am glad you kept with it. Writing, whether it is blogging or not, is more for the writer than the reader. Sure, it’s great when people read it, but the joy and peace gained through writing it is payment enough. If I based the value of my writing based on likes, I would never write again. I average 14 likes per post, but many only have 2 or 3 at most. I am doing good if my post has a 50% like rate. I’m fine with that. The more true you are to yourself, the more you will find your readers. Wishing you a fruitful and pleasant 2019 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Thank you for sharing your experience. I have been absent from my blog for about a month and feeling guilty everyday for not writing, similar to you I was doubting that I had anything worth saying….you have inspired me to refocus and remember why I started in the first place. Wishing you a wonderful 2019. Take care.

    Liked by 1 person

  4. I used to wait to hear a ding when someone liked or followed me. Then I realized I write because I like to. If I just reach one person then it’s worth it. If I only help myself by releasing whatever I need to through blogging then that’s okay too! Happy New Year and God Bless!

    Liked by 1 person

  5. I love when someone “likes” my blog, but I get more excited when I see someone out of this country reads my blogs. I am always surprised which blogs get the comments. By the way, I read your blogs for your real life experiences because I am an fan of God working and we overcoming! Keep up the good work. ❤️

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

A WordPress.com Website.

Up ↑

%d bloggers like this: